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Dreaming of Fat

I have had nightmares of late that involve me gaining weight back. They are very disturbing! In one, I gained 22 pounds in ONE day. I remember thinking "This is it. Its over. I will be overweight again forever."

In another my trainer was measuring me and was laughing at how large my calves measured...33 INCHES around! Holy cow, that's a waist measurement not a calf measurement!

I guess this just shows how I am afraid of going back to that place. How I fear being that "trapped" again.