11:50pm
Anger. It comes in so many forms. I am feeling like I took off my magic protective cloak (of overweight) and I am walking in the world alone and vulnerable.
How does this apply to the subject-anger? I don't really know yet. But I am angry.. and not willing to take the same CR@P I used to take. Maybe thats the key.
1:57pm Still struggling with anger today. I feel alone. Like I am battling this "dragon" with no backup. The smallest thing is making me ticked off and I am staying ticked off. SIGH....I don't want my fat back, but this is getting tough.
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November 22, 2005, I had a gastric bypass surgery called the Mini Gastric Bypass. I weighed 292 pounds. (My highest weight was 311 pounds.) I had struggled with the idea of surgery until I read the facts: that the percentage of people who had over 100 pounds to lose that lost it, and kept it off was nil. I was slowly dying.
I lost 147 pounds and my life has changed in so many ways. I am the person I was meant to be. Recently, I started to forget where I came from and lost track and gained some weight back. But like the Phoenix, I rise from the ashes and renew myself. The Warrior returns. Join me as I battle this war, and win.
If I can do this, so can you!
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5/5/06
Anger: A byproduct of losing my protective layer?
Author: Fearless Artist
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1 comments:
I so feel the same way... Its like I finally feel worthy of having an attitude. Or actually standing up for myself.
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